alive and free

Another canister of 100% pure and fresh life is what I need right now. I barely scraped rock bottom today. I shall just come right out and say it. I am truly tired of my life right now; not that I would like to end it or anything. Its just that life has become boring and predictable. The year started off with a good note. But the work and CCA have gotten to me over time.

I sometimes I wish I could just hit a button and rewind to back when life was still fun. I used to look forward to go to school, that was from Primary 5 to Sec 2. Now I dread almost each day; waking up each morning knowing that there would be at least an hour of maths to survive.

The other day, I found myself telling a Sec 2 guy to really treasure his OBS, and that that could be the only thing he might enjoy in Sec 3.

Maybe I am looking too far ahead in time, and thinking too much about the future. I should take one day at a time and make the best out of it; even the Bible says that.

Maybe I should relax and take things easy. The world is not going to end, and the sky is not going to collapse if the decorations for the campfire aren't prefect.

Maybe I should lower my expectations, and lean to trust others; it isn't as if they would end up screwing everyhting right.

And maybe, maybe I should just leave everything in God's hands and do what I have to do; just trust God and know that He is helping me every step of the way; just rely on him and concentrate on living a righteous life.

I really have to get back on track, mentally, physically and spiritually; this day is ending, tomorrow is a new day. I can't miss an opportunity to live life at its fullest can I?

TTFT - Ta Ta For Today

..Made Free. .Made Alive..
.the Nathan.. Nic.Nathan Christian RJC Year 1. Rec. Badminton ~~SYFC - 165th~~ 17+yrs 19 Aug	We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed. Perplexed, but not in despair. Persecuted, but not abandoned by God. Struck down, but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8
Supply Of Life Ceasing... Hand Me Another... Tuesday, April 17, 2007, 10:07 PM Another canister of 100% pure and fresh life is what I need right now. I barely scraped rock bottom today. I shall just come right out and say it. I am truly tired of my life right now; not that I would like to end it or anything. Its just that life has become boring and predictable. The year started off with a good note. But the work and CCA have gotten to me over time. I sometimes I wish I could just hit a button and rewind to back when life was still fun. I used to look forward to go to school, that was from Primary 5 to Sec 2. Now I dread almost each day; waking up each morning knowing that there would be at least an hour of maths to survive. The other day, I found myself telling a Sec 2 guy to really treasure his OBS, and that that could be the only thing he might enjoy in Sec 3. Maybe I am looking too far ahead in time, and thinking too much about the future. I should take one day at a time and make the best out of it; even the Bible says that. Maybe I should relax and take things easy. The world is not going to end, and the sky is not going to collapse if the decorations for the campfire aren't prefect. Maybe I should lower my expectations, and lean to trust others; it isn't as if they would end up screwing everyhting right. And maybe, maybe I should just leave everything in God's hands and do what I have to do; just trust God and know that He is helping me every step of the way; just rely on him and concentrate on living a righteous life. I really have to get back on track, mentally, physically and spiritually; this day is ending, tomorrow is a new day. I can't miss an opportunity to live life at its fullest can I? TTFT - Ta Ta For Today