alive and free

today was just different. i can't describe it really. i can only say different.

i feel excited - it feels like i've got the butterflies.
i feel free, and just different

i was just watching "Dan in real life". its really nice. really romantic.

its like i never want 'right now' to end. but it will. life will go on. days will turn into weeks, and months and years.

what's my life going to be like - i wonder.

i was left alone at the library after my team left. and i had the chance to walk over to the bus stop alone. it was nice to be alone at sundown. in a way it felt good. to be away from everything, and just me - alone. not that im a loner.

it was nice, it was quiet and i just sat watching people pass me by.

right now im calm and there is an assurance and peace as i look up ahead. yet there's a certain curiosity to want to know how i'll be like - in a year's time or maybe 5 years, or 20..

i look forward to what ahead. it will not be easy at times. but its at those times, i can look back and remember times like this, and draw strength to carry on

even as i end this post, and this moment passes by. even as everything else around makes their presence known once again.

i know that, truly, this will never end.

..Made Free. .Made Alive..
.the Nathan.. Nic.Nathan Christian RJC Year 1. Rec. Badminton ~~SYFC - 165th~~ 17+yrs 19 Aug	We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed. Perplexed, but not in despair. Persecuted, but not abandoned by God. Struck down, but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8
Sunday, May 24, 2009, 10:30 PM today was just different. i can't describe it really. i can only say different. i feel excited - it feels like i've got the butterflies. i feel free, and just different i was just watching "Dan in real life". its really nice. really romantic. its like i never want 'right now' to end. but it will. life will go on. days will turn into weeks, and months and years. what's my life going to be like - i wonder. i was left alone at the library after my team left. and i had the chance to walk over to the bus stop alone. it was nice to be alone at sundown. in a way it felt good. to be away from everything, and just me - alone. not that im a loner. it was nice, it was quiet and i just sat watching people pass me by. right now im calm and there is an assurance and peace as i look up ahead. yet there's a certain curiosity to want to know how i'll be like - in a year's time or maybe 5 years, or 20.. i look forward to what ahead. it will not be easy at times. but its at those times, i can look back and remember times like this, and draw strength to carry on even as i end this post, and this moment passes by. even as everything else around makes their presence known once again. i know that, truly, this will never end.